I find this video kinda inspiring. Although its only a 10minutes video, it may change someone's life. Enjoy
Thats fate T______T
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Finally finished my auto-guided vehicle project hoho. But still got 3 assignments gotta finish by this week -_____- damnnit.
Haha made a Oreo cheesecake yesterday. Wanted to bring it to punggol end today but Qiaolin got another camp to run to. Oh i thought of a poem haha i'll name it Oreo Cheesecake. Long since i last write a poem so please bear with it.
Oreo Cheesecake
Something simple which was meant for you Its my first time but luckily i made it through
But now its been left aside for moulds to build Of which i wished to make our last moment sweet for two
Nothing else in there for me to look forward to Knowing in us, there is nothing more left to lose
Oreo cheesecake Now its only me and you.
Live it be it sad or happy.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Live on~! February doesnt seems to be a good month for me man although My brother, mum's birthday and CNY fall on this month.. Go away feb. SHoooo
2 Weeks more to exam and everyone in class was so tensed and stressed up. Even some dont shows, you can feel it. Finally finished one of my assignments thanks to Christina but left with one last one dued on Thursday, hope I can chiong finish it ba.
Yesterday is my 'last-day' of working in Spotlight. Although I havent announced it yet which I planned to do after I came back from Australia. Im gonna miss the pantry and every colleague there man especially those funny and cutest aunties haha. CHEERS :D
I'll here for you. Always..
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Im back! Came back from Mind cafe with bro7hers not long ago.. Its always best to hang out with buddies once in a while playing games and have a drink. And yea i'd learned how to play english chess haha thanks Derek.
These few days i'd been struggling about what should i do, i thought many stuffs.. I occupied my 24 hours with reading, studies, mahjong, basketball to kept my mind busy enough not to think of her. One day while im walking along a quiet road reading newspaper, a damn strong wind blow on me. Its so strong that i cant read my newspaper so i stop reading it and kept walking.. The feeling is very strange, although its strong but it blew gently on my face feeling as though its comforting me. Haha sounds crazy eh? I just can feel the peace and quietness and it feels really good so feel like blogging it :]
I'd got the answer i wanted all along. I felt that this will be the ending since the beginning even im stupid haha. I would like to tell you the meaning here regarding the drawing. Dead tree represents my life without you. The hearts represents you. You made my life colourful and make the tree alive again. If you want to leave, please plug down those hearts for me. I understand sometimes people have to let go things that they cant live without but its something i cant do no matter how hard i try. But if you really want my heart to stop beating for you.. give me some time alright. Sometimes i wonder when had i became so weak? You can make me alot times stronger and happy like theres no tomorrow but you can also make me weaker than jelly. Is that love im experiencing? Or is it just a illusion created by my mind. I wish its only a dream that i can just wake up and forget everything but on the other hand i wish i can dont wake up and keep on dreaming, deceiving myself. I'd felt so loved that even i dont love myself that much. Maybe the love is not true, but i truly appreciated it.. All the words and feelings for you are true. It all really came from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for the wonderful memories.. Although its just a few weeks time but it has became one of the prettiest moment of my life. These few weeks time is like shooting stars. It's so short yet so beautiful.
The 'innocent soul' He got nothings compared to other guys out there He got not much confident No career No money No qualifications No looks No knowledge No brain Nothing. But theres only one fucking useless thing he has Its his pathetic truthful heart. He got no rights to be feeling sad As its he, himself threw himself into this.
He doesnt likes to cry but when he crys, he cant hold back He would want everyone in the world to be really happy especially her Nevermind how he feels and thinks As he will not even thought of suicide and stupid stuffs All he need is to be alone and quiet So here he is, infront of his computer Figured whats the best choice For her and himself.
Its 14th of Feb and its Valentines's Day~ Seriously before i met qiaolin im quite sure im going to spend this day alone at home. One night i dont know where my courage came from, i asked her out on v day.. I wasnt expecting her to say yes tho cuz i know the chance are slim.. But thanks god she said yes and yea im DAMN HAPPY :D. I'd made a cup,a card,cookie and candies(turned out inedible sia -___-) On the day itself, afternoon i'd gone to bukit timah to get some ingredients ar.. After that went home and get changed, took my stuffs and went to meet up with qiao.. She wore this really nice black dress.. She's really gorgeous that night. And yea she sealed up her bag which contains my gift?-.- Haha in the beginning i wasnt expecting any gift from her tho.. My gifts are super duper lousy la compared to hers. We went to a restaurant name giraffe? Yea the atmosphere is perfect despite we're outside and theres no air-con. The food is great but i got a lil drunk from the wine hoho.. Then we exchanged our gift half way during the dinner. We were laughing and explain how we do the gifts and stuffs haha. Her gifts are really too nice to describe in words.. totally speechless! Look for yourself haha.. She made a cushion and a book. Simply love them :D
After the dinner, surposed to go sentosa for my 'performance' but all ways to sentosa are blocked so i wanted to do it at Vivo roof. But she abit paisae sia so we take mrt back to her area, Punggol park. I played 'More than words' using harmonica.. Haha it doesnt went too well but im glad she said its nice haha.. And yea thats how my v day ended after sending her home. Im like so in love with her gifts seh.. XD
When got home, prepared some sushi and dishes with the help of my bro,BER! He helped me cooked the rice yea thanks alot bro. If not i wont be able to make it on time for my school. I finished everything at abt 6am and went to sch.. shiok sia my teacher finally teaching something to me personally? After school, went home and get the 'lunch box' to work place to find qiao. It was meant to be a surprise but she seems like she knew it haha! But my culinary skill still cmi ar.. Sry captain! XD
Today, Saturday qiao came to workplace and gave me a notebook use to record down all my measurements. Haha cuz i always complain customers giving me problems abt my measurements. Haha really dont know how to express my feelings la so i thanks her alot times haha. Im really very thankful, grateful and yea others i cant say haha jkjk. After work Ber, Sebas, Qiao and i go watch JUMPER~ The movie damn cool la haha. Dont think i should say the details out here? Haha go catch the movie ar cuz its really something fresh and cool! *out*:D
Today attended my company's dinner with sebad and jj. The dinner is kinda boring but the food and lucky draw is okay ar. Got a 48bucks angbao! Hohoho.. After the dinner we met up with HER for a drink at minds cafe. Played some games of checkers and block stack game? Haha yea its quite fun chilling out there. Went home after that and before that took some pictures with HER :D
luckiest guy
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Yday didnt get ANY sleep then gotta go work for 12 hours?! Who call my department need people.. machum always cheat my feelings haha. My eyes and contact lense keep giving me problems for the whole day sia so i expected this day isnt going to turn out well. Suddenly QIAO appeared! Simply no words can describe my feelings that moment haha. And yea SHE brought my lunch and its made by herself! Her secret recipe sia n her cooking improved too Haha. Thats nothing more i can expect seriously.
Recently Bro7her like all working hard eh haha. Jiayou all ar especially SEBAS! XD
Its Chinese New Year!! Woohoo hope everyone enjoys their cny so far. The day before 'chu yi' which was thr first day of chinese new year, my family had dinner at home. Actually wanna dine out ar but cant book the place in time so got no more spaces. But mum still cook good food! And then its 'chu yi'! took quite a number of ang baos. But its like all my ang bao for this year cuz i only got these few relatives around in Singapore. Took some pictures with family tho.. Will update when i got them.
Soon.. its 'chu er'! Its the second day of CNY. The night before didnt really get enough sleep cuz chatted phone with HER haha and doing the thing. Yea gotta wake up early to go grandma hse to have lunch. Her food is like best in Singapore one ar haha. After lunch, i met HER and go to grandma hse cuz they wanna see her. Haha its like the most funniest m0ment la. Lucky my aunt and uncle nv tease her or joke around. As we'd agreed to meet up at my hse for visiting and mahjong so yea gotta rush back home by evening. Took HER for a lrt ride. Haha compared to sengkang lrt,bp lrt like abit chum ar lol. SHE said she enjoyed her day and so do i! My grandma and mum love HER too Haha.. Chatted about HER with mum in the morning.. like nv had such chat with mum before sia. During midnight bro7her got bored and took lots of pictures. Haha and the snap shot thing is like damn fast sia.. Yea im out! Enjoy!!
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BAD DAY to good day! -_________-
Monday, February 4, 2008
Last saturday im super excited cuz going old folks home! When reached im assigned to tidy their store and promote their stuffs. The things there is super cheap! A book only cost 30cents! And i saw this really special cup which cost only 2bucks so i bought it for her. Glad she liked it. Bought some ang baos for mum too in case she doesnt have enough ang baos. Their dining areas. Room. Barber.
With an empty stomach for the whole day, i rushed to ps to work. SHE seems kinda stressed out but didnt tell me anything abt it tho. Im not surpose to have dinner but derrick allowed me to go for a 15mins dinner break so i rushed down to get my food not knowing SHE asked sebas to get food for me. Thanks a million im really touched at that moment when i knew it haha. When i reached pantry SHE was there, and SHE mentioned about quiting cuz of sharon bias-ness. I really hate to feel that i cant help out at all so all i could do is just ask HER not to quit. After dinner gotta rushed back to work again and theres like SO many customers that give me problems man. I just wanna work and tired myself out so that i dont have the energy and time to think of other stuffs. Soon after i got a stomach and gastric problem but i couldnt go to toilet cuz theres a customer with like 11 cloths?! I made a mistake so gotta recount and recount making the queue jam. After that customer i just walk off to the toilet, when i sat down i broke into tears. Had no idea whether its the music or the stress.. i just cried. That day is just too much for me to handle alone but when im on my way home, i received a sms from HER. It felt like seeing a huge waterfall in the middle of a desert! Ended the day with a phone chat with HER hohoho! SHE just turned my world around making a bad day to a super duper good day :D
Sunday only 4 bro7hers made it for the sentosa trip. Its not very fun tho as we didnt get much tanning and it rained -_____- but we went to have a sumptous meal in a kopitiam which sebas intro-ed. After lunch, met HER and we all shopped around for a present which is for a colleague who is quitting. We'd got a necklace and a small card, hoping she'll like it haha. After which i rushed to work and yea thats how my week ended. Thanks sebas for borrowing me money at times haha.. cuz im broke! Haaha isnt those caps funny.
The best porridge i could ever tasted. Its 3am now and im blogging with a big smile in my heart :D. Alot of things happened recently. i think theres some things i shouldnt say here but i would really want to thanks God and my brothers. Haha just couldnt believe all these are happening to me. Well i'd prepared for the worst so if the worst really happened to me,im wont be sad. Instead im now already very grateful haha i think i very random sia. And yea brothers if noticed i'd changed please tell me. As you guys know,i sometimes dont even know what am i doing like smiling like a moron or something hahah. Hopes v day turns out to be a joyful day for everyone :] Pasta. Pantry. Porridge. I rarely shows it and sometimes i dont even shows it at all. Hoping you can feel it. If you can see the things i seen,feel the way i felt. Even you will fall in love with yourself.
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On the day itself, afternoon i'd gone to bukit timah to get some ingredients ar.. After that went home and get changed, took my stuffs and went to meet up with qiao.. She wore this really nice black dress.. She's really gorgeous that night. And yea she sealed up her bag which contains my gift?-.- Haha in the beginning i wasnt expecting any gift from her tho.. My gifts are super duper lousy la compared to hers.
We went to a restaurant name giraffe? Yea the atmosphere is perfect despite we're outside and theres no air-con. The food is great but i got a lil drunk from the wine hoho.. Then we exchanged our gift half way during the dinner.
After the dinner, surposed to go sentosa for my 'performance' but all ways to sentosa are blocked so i wanted to do it at Vivo roof. But she abit paisae sia so we take mrt back to her area, Punggol park. I played 'More than words' using harmonica.. Haha it doesnt went too well but im glad she said its nice haha.. And yea thats how my v day ended after sending her home. Im like so in love with her gifts seh.. XD
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The best porridge i could ever tasted.